When Subjects Revolt: 'Operation Filmmaker' Takes on a Documentarian's Dilemma
Nina Davenport’s deeply personal, fully actualized films reflect both her obsessions and our collective need to connect with others. From her solo sojourn in India, with the eloquent Hello Photo, where she turns the idea of a travelogue on its head; to her search for love, intimacy and commitment in Always a Bridesmaid; to Parallel Lines, another solo journey, this time across a post 9/11 America, as she sorts through a nation’s grief, Davenport’s talent lies in her ability to reach an authentic place, while tackling large issues on a human scale. She reveals, often with humor and compassion, the complexities that lie beneath the surface.
IDA: It has to be a struggle when working so closely with a subject.
ND: I completely gave him the benefit of the doubt. I felt that because I was filming him I had to be on his side, just in fairness. It was just a very long, low, grueling process of realizing that he wasn’t a very good person, and maybe he was even a pretty bad person. It became really unpleasant and really upsetting and just protracted, seemingly endless. It was so morally confusing for me, and it took up hours of my time and so much energy thinking about it and what’s the right thing to do and how to handle the situation. He was such a master manipulator and such a pain in the ass, that there would be some sort of crisis at least once a week, or sometimes daily. I took all of those things really seriously and thought about them long and hard.
IDA: I was interested in Kouross Esmaeli’s (who shot the earliest portions of the film) response to Muthana and the film. He had the ability to leave and shut off.
ND: He’s from
IDA: Do you have any contact with Muthana? What’s happened to him since?
ND: I don’t talk to him anymore. Honestly, I just couldn’t stand it and I had to cut him off. David [Schissgal] talks to him and [said] he got a five-year extension on his visa in
IDA: Do feel like you’re still recovering from the film, or are you done?
ND: It’s been a while, but he really drained so much of my energy; he was always accusing me of doing these horrible things that I never did and telling tons of people that I’d done such and such or lied...and that he was going to be killed if the film showed at Rotterdam [where the film won the 2007 KNF Dutch Film Critics Award]. He just wreaked so much havoc. Part of what happened is that my mom died in the middle of this...and I realized that I’m done with the guilt and done with this guy who put me in a bad mood for the last year of my mother’s life, and I’m just closing the door. I haven’t talked to him since. By the time I did that, I had no guilt whatsoever because I’d been through so much with him. But a less naive person wouldn’t have had to go that far to get to that point. Liberal guilt and naivety definitely played a huge role, and massive guilt about
IDA: What are you working on now?
ND: I’m actually making the sequel to Always a Bridesmaid, which is about, ‘Should I have a baby on my own?’ I still haven’t found Mr. Right, and I’m 41. It’s also about my mom’s death and about my dad being a bachelor and about my life, ten years after Always a Bridesmaid. I plan to make at least one other film. I want to make an autobiographical film from the perspective of an old lady, so maybe every 10 or 15 years I’ll make one of these films about middle or upper-middle class women in the 20th and 21st century. So maybe together they can be taken seriously for the five or six people who watch them!
Elisabeth Greenbaum Kasson is writer and marketing/communications professional, who spent many years in the trenches as a publicist for documentary and independent feature films. She resides in